Whoa... I totally forgot about xanga...haha... you know how pot is the gateway drug...I think xanga is the gateway computer addiction... haha all of pennfield started out on this, went to myspace, and is now on facebook haha... I'm finally out of high school! I love it up here at Grand Valley, but I miss high school a lot!! I actually get really sad when I look at high school pictures and stuff ![]()
Growing up is tough...especially when you have to leave friends behind... I miss everyone soo much, and I know it'll never be the same... This is going to be my last summer at home, and that terrifies me! I hate that I'm gone. I wish more than anything I could go back to high school where I knew everything that was going to happen to me! I was content... I never had to try to do good in school... I just want to be a kid again! Everything is different up here... Don't get me wrong..I'm having a ton of fun, its just the fact that I can never go back that sucks! Haha... no one gets on this anymore... no one I know will ever see this. So I'm going to say it... I miss Battle Creek!! I miss Pennfield!! I miss my old menards!! I miss my pets!! I miss my old teachers!! I miss my friends TERRIBLY!!! I miss the summer... busch light and beer pong at Jakes... me and Erin being the party whores at Aarons... Track... Cheerleading... Choir... PLAYS... oh my god I want to go back!! Jeeze, I don't know why this is hitting me so hard right now... I think its because I'm letting it out! I just need to suck it up, and move on because there is no going back... I have to look to the future, and make the best out of life... Peace out Xanga... and if anyone I know felt like peeking at xanga one last time and saw this... make sure you hit me up!!
Growing up is tough...especially when you have to leave friends behind... I miss everyone soo much, and I know it'll never be the same... This is going to be my last summer at home, and that terrifies me! I hate that I'm gone. I wish more than anything I could go back to high school where I knew everything that was going to happen to me! I was content... I never had to try to do good in school... I just want to be a kid again! Everything is different up here... Don't get me wrong..I'm having a ton of fun, its just the fact that I can never go back that sucks! Haha... no one gets on this anymore... no one I know will ever see this. So I'm going to say it... I miss Battle Creek!! I miss Pennfield!! I miss my old menards!! I miss my pets!! I miss my old teachers!! I miss my friends TERRIBLY!!! I miss the summer... busch light and beer pong at Jakes... me and Erin being the party whores at Aarons... Track... Cheerleading... Choir... PLAYS... oh my god I want to go back!! Jeeze, I don't know why this is hitting me so hard right now... I think its because I'm letting it out! I just need to suck it up, and move on because there is no going back... I have to look to the future, and make the best out of life... Peace out Xanga... and if anyone I know felt like peeking at xanga one last time and saw this... make sure you hit me up!!
